^thats what i'm saying girl, lol!
today i was good again...
lunch: tuna mixed with some lowfat dressing (sorry GUY but i needed some flavor) wrapped in a small flour tortilla (but the tortilla had only 80 calories, 2 g of fat and 14 g of carbs)
dinner: another flour tortilla with plain boiled pieces of chicken breast, melted lowfat cottage cheese, and some salsa - it was actually pretty good. my dad made some pasta and sauce so i literally put like three bites worth of pasta and sauce in a bowl (i HAD to try it because it smelled so good) and i had like 10 lowfat wheat thins. i so wanted to pigout on a huge bowl of the pasta though. I NEVER eat pasta in moderation, lol!
my only problem is exercise because i dread it. personally, if i just lost the weight and reached my goal (which is still 115), i'd be soooo happy with that. I really don't care about toning my body up because i don't have any problem areas...i'm pretty proportionate - i mean, for my body size, i got just enough ass, a slim waist that curves out towards my hips, and big boobies (hahaha) and i think after the weight loss and for someone who has never really worked out, i'll appear more defined anyways because i would have reduced body fat. so i don't know what my BFs' problem is...i think i will look just fine even if i don't tone up. its really not a priority to me...i just want to be smaller...does that all sound bad?
