purse-aholic*

i dont at all feel offended, but you have to understand that it is not easy to just leave because i care for him. i think im still with him because i feel like there is something there...i mean, he has never lived with a girl before and that alone was a big first step for him. and he always says how he sees potential for us to get married someday. i feel like we have a special connection, ya know? and after all the fights we are still together...doesnt that mean something??? and i am insecure about my weight right now and i feel like i cant find anyone else. if this was 2 years ago when i was thin, i would have said "f*ck you" a long time ago because i would be more secure. but for right now, i feel like he is doing me a favor by being with me since i gained a little weight. and as for the thing with myspace....i really was hurt by that and if i mention anything about him changing his profile....FORGET IT... he will get a 'tude and be mad at me and just say how myspace doesnt mean anything. my dad keeps telling me to pack my stuff and come home. but i really do love him and i cant let go of that. i appreciate all of your advice and please dont feel like it was wasted because i am still with him. all of you have made me feel a lot better about myself...thank you.